Typical. Just as things seem to calm down a bit, something comes along to change all of that.

This week will be nothing but reports flying in. Meetings and my throat getting sore from yelling so damn much.

Papers, papers and more papers. If I have to file, or read anymore reports, I'm going to crack up. If I have to go to another conference, I'm going to smack the idiot that told me I must attend.

Eclipse, I take no responsibility what so ever in Raenef's state of hyperness. Even the smell of sugar can set him off.

Oh, and he may have found your secret stash.

Why are lunch breaks so short? Why do I have to work weekends?

That was certainly life changing. I didn't expect that, and still coming to terms with it. Can't believe it.

Still not sure if I liked it or not but uh...Yeah. Different.

Okay, I have to get this out.

People of Rizumikaru...I apologise.

I didn't mean to unleash this deadly force.

Two coffee's, four candy bars and ice cream, should not send an 18 year old kid into the worst sugar high in the world.

I hope he suffers from the come down.

Coffee. I forgot how much I loved the stuff. Work, never forgot how must I detest it. Although the work flow is calming down quite a lot. Also, got more news on laws that'll be passed and things on certain stuff.

Why do they insist on including me in the dealings? I simply stepped forward, showed the case, argued why and left with a big fat cheque. Just because I did it, doesn't mean I'm 100% for it. So when they think about all these spectacular things, I'm making a sign to tell them to bugger off.

I should be doing this report. It was due...um...Two months ago. They can wait a little longer.

Frustrated. Eclipse, hurry up and get better.

I was lying in bed lastnight and got incredibly depressed.

In 8 months and a few days, I'll be 41.

Fuck you world.

Went back to the flat and actually went with the intension to gut it out. But got destracted by files, old papers and a folder. I didn't realise I had so many photos. I don't remember my hair being that short, it was just touching my shoulders...damn.

Ugh...I can't believe some of the stuff I wore back then either...but I guess it was fashionable back then? I hope it was fashionable back then.


Some of these I should get rid of. I don't really want to remember Komui. Although those times were pretty fun. The tea was amazing.

And, I'm ill again. Perfect.

Guess I'll just have to deal.

It's not too bad right now. If it gets worse, I'll just curl up in bed and hate the world even more.

Happy birthday.

Now go out there and enjoy your day before I kick you out your own place. AND RELAX DAMN IT!!

[Private to Credo]

I feel like I should be doing more to thank you for what you did. It's weird, after all the shit I've done, I didn't think anyone would actually do something so nice and kind. I certainly didn't expect it from you.

I meant what I said though, I'll cut down. It'll be hard, but you're putting your job on the line aswell.

Really, thank you. I don't know what I'd do if I'd lost the job.

Keyboard meet face.

Check e-mail address before you click send.

Now to wait and see if I get fired.

Nah haha...





Shit.

I never realised how stressful it was living with a teenager. And the anger isn't even directed towards me. But the hostility here...it's so damn dense I can fucking see it.

I don't think anything I say or do will make any difference. It's just like before, only...both of them are here and it's for different reasons.

Paperwork has gone through the roof. The phone never seems to stop ringing and my demands are falling on deaf ears.

Eclipse is pissed, I'm not getting any and I'm fucking tired.

I serious hope most of the protesters rot in hell.

I'm only coming to work to get away for a while. I don't think I'm helping the situation any.

I hate stupid meme/quizzes...is that even a word? Stupid Japanese.

( FUCK HAHA IT'S CORRECT!! )

Warm fuzzies? Me?




Is that the Apocolypse I see in the distance? Why yes. Yes it is.

I had to pay through the teeth for this, but it is mine!!

Romanee Conti. 1964. For the life of me, I couldn't find 1929.

I feel so poor now. But oh so worth it. 1,557,926.64 yen. Oh don't be alarmed, the price is for 12 bottles. Though I'd part with that price for even one. Well, if it was a better vintage.

I hate falling into a really good sleep.

I didn't wake him up, he'll probably kill me for that. Oh well, looked like he needed the sleep.

[Private to Eclipse]

That...was well worth the wait. When you get up, I'll be out the back since I don't wanna stink the place up with smoke.

Huh, it's the 1st today.

Would you look at that, another birthday passed by without me noticing.

..................I hate birthdays.

I think I'm finally getting whatever it is I had! Without the help of prescribed medication! Could be because I lost it...

Still have a chest cough and a small fever, but I can move around without feeling the urge to puke. I can also eat again! Hm, but part of me wants to keep the pounds I lost...off.

Oy you fucking idiots that started the fire...At least wait until I'm NOT ill. You fuckwits have just given me the worst headache I've had yet.

I had to literally be dragged into a meeting. Listen to people yell and shit about what the fuck happened. Then ask ME what was going to happen. Like fuck if I know.
So...Piss me off again, or do more dumb shit like that, and I may be tempted to give a few fucking suggestions that'll have every rebel out there hunting for your asses.

And don't think I won't.

Maybe....I should go to the doctor. I know I'm getting worse and I can hardly move without holding back the damn desire to spew everything up. Everything being my stomach lining since I can't hold anything down. Lights always have to be off. Blinds have to be closed.

Tch, I never get sick. Typical that when I do, it's bad. Fuck you karma.

.........Mmn, this took me about 5 tries to make it...understandable.

Fuck you.